February 11, 2012
 This is my life. Where I watch the time tick away in my room. I never asked to live a life like this but here I am trapped in a world I cannot get out. My name is Adonis. I lived on the outskirt of a small town situated between Fulton and Guarandale, MI. It’s common for anyone to not know where the place is located but I enjoy it I guess. Maybe because I haven’t left the area except once or twice but I was younger at the time.
 My parents, Glenn and Mary Adams, are local doctor who spent most of their time focused on researches and working at the clinic. I had a caretaker (She was a maid to me) who looked after me while my parents were gone. Growing up wasn’t a struggle. My parents told me that i was born with an incurable disease but I should not worry about it as it isn’t life threatening (yet). I didn’t see anything wrong with my appearance. I looked “normal” as far as I could tell.
 I reached inside my pocket. My fingers fumbled inside the tight denim jeans. Lint, loose changes, and a piece of paper. I pulled the paper out.  The paper was aged, discoloration and torn edges. The list was filled with things I couldn’t comprehend. There were sketches and diagrams scribbled all over. Number 1, 2, and 3 items were scratched out. I guess I should just do each item on the list.  I looked at number 4. It says meet a man named “Tiger Eyes” in the loners district located NNW of the forked road with the shadow bird watching over the town. And I close my eyes and walked towards the sunset.

This is my life. Where I watch the time tick away in my room. I never asked to live a life like this but here I am trapped in a world I cannot get out. My name is Adonis. I lived on the outskirt of a small town situated between Fulton and Guarandale, MI. It’s common for anyone to not know where the place is located but I enjoy it I guess. Maybe because I haven’t left the area except once or twice but I was younger at the time.

My parents, Glenn and Mary Adams, are local doctor who spent most of their time focused on researches and working at the clinic. I had a caretaker (She was a maid to me) who looked after me while my parents were gone. Growing up wasn’t a struggle. My parents told me that i was born with an incurable disease but I should not worry about it as it isn’t life threatening (yet). I didn’t see anything wrong with my appearance. I looked “normal” as far as I could tell.

I reached inside my pocket. My fingers fumbled inside the tight denim jeans. Lint, loose changes, and a piece of paper. I pulled the paper out.  The paper was aged, discoloration and torn edges. The list was filled with things I couldn’t comprehend. There were sketches and diagrams scribbled all over. Number 1, 2, and 3 items were scratched out. I guess I should just do each item on the list.  I looked at number 4. It says meet a man named “Tiger Eyes” in the loners district located NNW of the forked road with the shadow bird watching over the town. And I close my eyes and walked towards the sunset.

February 6, 2012
Been awhile

i was taking zoe (my niece) to school and were a few hours late. somehow i managed to drive a car through the mall because she wanted McDonald’s. at some point we managed to get out only to be going straight into a steam roller. it saw me. swerved out of the way but ended up toppling over. the oil tank tipped over, leaked out and started spreading to the mall. i hopped out of the car and was carrying Zoe out of harms way. 

shit was weird. dat shitty cliff where you start climbing but it gets so vertical you can’t do shit. so you have to walk beside it until there’s a spot you can maneuver it. So eventually i get to the point where the sun was blazing hot. that it starts to light up the area around me. i can see that from the plants catching fire. You know how you play with a magnify glass? yeah like that. watched a bee land on a flower and then it died lol. so anyways. i’m looking for shelter. see a shadow area in this entrance to the woods. already i’m thinking this is a bad idea because who goes inside woods. shit is telling me something will jump out and kill me. so i look around and spot a piece of cardboard and use that to cover me from the sun. Right when i step out i was transported to a neighborhood. 

i see an old man and then a young guy and i’m like deja vu (in terms of people relation in dream) so young guy we’ll call harry. he tells me that i’m the savior of this planet. and I’m like “THIS HAPPENED BEFORE” but then i realized im in the future but it’s not really the future but i was hoping it was some post apocalyptic future. anyways. while he was talking i was following behind. 

So while in the dream i told myself “This is a dream” when i did that i entered partial lucid state. like my eyes rolled forward and everything focused. felt like i was in there. i killed the moment when i was thinking of work. and i was like “lucid mode off! lucid mode on” sometimes between me entering lucid state and me talking to him face to face I was like lets have sex (you don’t question a dream ;p) he smiled and we somehow was in his room.

He dropped his pants and bent over the bed. i was eating his ass and spit was just coming out. i was tongue fucking the shit out of it. then i started stroking his cock. he was already hard well before i even gripped it. I continued licking his smooth tanned ass. I had my hand wrapped around his cock and it was very good. But at the same time weird. His head was a bit small and shaft was huge. but i was like fuck it. I continued to stroke and then i went down to deepthroat it.  I somehow managed to get my top row of teeth to get real dry and it basically felt like glue on his cock. so I backed off.  Eventually i woke myself up because of that part. and the fact i was going to be late for work.

March 4, 2011
It’s not normal… is it?

Hump Day Friday?!

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March 3, 2011
When my dreams start to tell a possible future

I’ve entered a new phase. Will try to understand what it all means. In the meantime. Be prepared for what’s to come!

February 22, 2011
Gamer for life - Why it’s only fitting to pick me

This post will definitely be VERY off-topic but It’s okay. I make no promises from the beginning.

Video Game Collection

I was checking out Joystiq.com and stumbled on recent post about Kmart is looking for a game to bring to E3. You know, as a gamer, it’s something of a dream to be able to go out into a big event like that and experience it first hand. I’ve been gaming for over 20 years. But my love goes out to not actually playing but to be able to read about gaming media site’s impressions about potential AAA titles. It’s the most exciting time where I can sit down and think of how awesome it would to be able to play it even for a short period of time. 

I’d had dreams about going to E3 since forever. I definitely would say I’m not fanboy but I would LOVE to be at Sony’s conference this year. They’ve unveiled their Next Generation Portable (codename NGP) and I have been on board since. My excitement level since then has been growing as news started to trickled in from IGN, Joystiq, Eurogamer, and many more sites I follow. A little part of me just can’t help but smile at the potential awesomeness of the system. Not only am i a good person to choose but I have my own camera to take pictures (no need to give me one to use) and I’m great in person. Warning: I may not be able to contain myself when you pick me to go to E3 though. I might just end up spazzing out (just a little).

With that all said and done given the chance i wouldn’t let KmartGamer and gamers around the world down. I’m here to give them what they want and show them that anything is possible. 


January 7, 2011
B*tch I Look Like Goku

It started with me my brother. And my sister. My mom. We went out to go eat out at a local restaurant which was outdoors. While there there was a stage for entertainment. I ended up walking around and a girl caught my eye. .I fancied her but her mom was in the way and didn’t like the idea. It was weird. Because one I don’t have a sister in real life and my brother disappeared from the dream leaving my mom and “sister” at the table right when we got to the restaurant. Anyways instantly almost her mom and her got up and left but I somehow ended up with her daughter. Happy about it yeah but what I dreamt up next was a nightmare or you could say. She was a pain. We argued like a real couple. I wanted to beat her up but she was like blah blah I know Kung-Fu. I think I was willing to take my chances.

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January 5, 2011
A dream that probably means something

 

It starts out with me standing outside a small house like structure. Several men comes from behind and enters. I followed them to see what was going on. Inside there were people sitting around. large rice bowls and a lady in the back. More people started gathering inside. the lady said “Eric” i think which I assume was me as she looked my way and told me to move out. I walked over the far corner away from the door. It was weird. as it was a room full of Chinese people. Totally a dream obviously since they were speaking English instead. It was some sort of meeting for a party of some sort. I scanned the room to see if I noticed anyone. a cheerful lady in black walks in greeting everyone. I didn’t notice who it was or know any Asian for that matter IRL so it was just a random person to me.

After a few I decided to leave the house and I was sitting outside. Out comes my brother. arms over my shoulder asking if I want to go on a double date with these girls. Right after he said that 2 girls comes up to us. one tall, bulky but pretty girl, and a short and cute girl. At first I was thinking i’m going to have to get the tall one.
I stood up and noticed I wasn’t even taller than her. i felt embarrassed. The tall one went straight to my brother. and they said we were going for a run. The short cute girl was waiting for me while my brother and the other girl went ahead. When I finally caught up to the short girl. things took a turn for the worst but not really. anyways. i heard a scream. there was a girl running and runs into this guy. he gets upset and starts to beat the crap out of the girl almost to death. he said that she needs to watch where she’s going.

What was weird was that the dream let a black girl inside. she was the only black girl who was a real person i knew in real life. she was yelling at the guy beating the crap out of the girl telling him that he shouldn’t be doing that. It went on for awhile. so I went ahead and started running down the hill where the people were. When I started to run it became almost like a glide (stride?) down it. It felt like i had no weight and just went down with speed. I stopped myself as if I had invisible skis on. I waited for the short girl to come down. But didn’t realize she was already there and entered a door. I turned back around and went inside. I looked around for her. she came out and told me to follow. I was trying to keep up with her. She was running through doors and making quick turns. It was frustrating. I made it out of the building and I was looking for her. there was a tall gated fence with barb wire. I was thinking with my quick speed and agility I could jump over it. but then I thought. maybe she wasn’t there. so I turned around and then I thought to myself…. I think i’m going to be late for work LOL (Weird) and I ended up waking up 

December 27, 2010

Be Back in 2011! Have an safe day!

December 23, 2010
I am a Playstation Fan


Get your Portable ID!

December 22, 2010

Song of my life.

December 20, 2010
Merry Christmas

December 19, 2010
Law is Law

What do you expect when someone breaks into your house trying to hide from the police. The first thing you’d probably do is run and scream. Not ask if it’s a hide and seek game or give them help and tell them to go hide in your room.

December 18, 2010

December 17, 2010

all played out.

December 17, 2010
A world filled with imagination

….then ruined by reality. This story is based on fiction but what you are about to read isn’t going to make you gasp or question my stupidity but understand that the mind works in many ways.

The story is set on a remote beach island. Young men in chain mail armor with a dark red shirt that showed off a lion emblem. The sounds of of the young men moaning as their fist and swords make contact with one another. The battle felt all too real when one of the guy approached me.

I want you to take a picture of our group. Make sure you use a wide lens camera

I was caught off guard but quickly realized that it was not a real battle but a practice with close friend — think role playing. I took out my Sony Cybershot camera and pointed it at the nicely dressed guys. I was afraid to tell them that the camera I had didn’t allow me to take a panoramic shot. I pretended to know what I was doing by constantly pressing buttons on the camera. Once they heard the shutter release they got up and went their ways. I wanted to stop them and tell but I had no way of getting another camera.

“Hey, do you know a camera that takes wide shots” I said while trying to get comfortable on the couch with my cousin and his friends.  ”Yeah, Panasonic does that.” he said. I didn’t want to tell him about what I needed the camera for as I could have been imagining it. I got up and left the room only to be greeted by a friendly creature. He stood tall, naked, and have the features of a human but wasn’t human at all. I stared at his oddly shaped fingers and duck like feet. He was startled and ran pass me and the friends relaxing on the couch.

“Was that an alien that just ran by?” my cousin’s friend said. I denied it all but she wouldn’t give. I chased him into the other room while trying to ignore her.

I was rudely interrupted by a big display board. I tried to make it out. There were several tiles placed on the board. “AAABBRRRAAACCAADDAABBBRRAA” - I stood there trying to figure out what it said “Aah-braa-ca-da-bra” as the word slipped off my tongue i was transfered outside.  While I tried to gain my balance I looked around. There were a group wearing dark robes with a hood that covered their head and someone tall, who didn’t have his hood on. I saw his face, he was a bald man red eyes. I realized who it was and thought to myself “VOLDEMORT!” At that point I was afraid to do anything. I stood and witnessed what was going on. One of the person that stood in the group was lifted off the ground. His hood fell off his head as his body, his head was tilted back. He had no control over his body as you can still see him struggling to gain it back. “Stop it please” he screamed. Voldemort circled one of the hooded person and laughed sinisterly and then hissed in his ear “Take him out.” I couldn’t believe what was going on. He reached his hand inside his robe and pulled out a wand. He pointed it it towards to the guy who feared for his life. Tears were running down the side of his face. The others stood watching afraid for their friend but mostly afraid of their own life. They could be next. “Avada Kedavra” he said. I switch my eyes off Voldemort watched a dead body hit the ground. He was lifeless but when I looked into his blue eyes I gave off a short gasp. I  thought to myself that while he was dead, his body motionless, his eyes were the only thing that was alive.

The sound of footsteps was headed towards me. I looked up and saw Voldemort slithering his way in my direction. I didn’t want to be next. I told him that he can’t control me or anyone anymore. I shut my ears and screamed while I ran away. I kept running and didn’t turn back until I knew I was far away. I turned back and saw that someone was coming after me. I tried to find a place to hide. I noticed a fence to my left and thought I shouldn’t jump over it realizing what was beyond it. I kept moving forward. I made it to a gas station.

When I opened the door. The woman at the register asked what I wanted. I tried to cover up my fear and looked down for something. “Sprite” I said when I bent down to grab a bottle. I shuffled around trying to find a bottle but couldn’t. I grabbed orange juice instead and gave it to her. “Give me the other bottle” she said. I touched the different bottles until she told me to stop. I took out a half open bottle and gave it to her. She was looking around it. She saw the tag on the back and said that’s all she needed. I looked outside to see if anyone was coming for me to confirm my fear someone was. I rushed behind the counter and told her I needed a place to hide. “Please don’t say anything. If anyone comes in here and ask for a guy tell them you don’t know who he’s talking about.” She gave a nod. I gave off a sigh of relief but it wasn’t over until I know I was safe. A person entered the gas station. I was still hidden behind the counter trying to be as quiet as I can. I didn’t hear what was going on but after several minutes someone tapped me and told me to get up. I didn’t want to move. It could have been a trap. “He’s gone, you can get up now” I looked up and saw it was only the woman who worked at the counter.

“Thank you. I can’t thank you enough!” I said with a big smile on my face. She smiled back. We walked towards the drinks. I stood with my back on the window as she bent over to get a drink. I couldn’t believe that it worked. When I turned my head outside my jaw dropped. The person that was looking for me was standing outside staring straight at me. “It’s over now” I said. The woman looked at me and told me “We made it this far we are sticking together” she said. I didn’t know what to think but whatever she was thinking of doing I didn’t stop her. I went back behind the shelf and hid under a blanket. I put on my earphones and turned up the music as loudly as I can. I flooded out all the noise only thinking to myself that this was the end and that my life has to come to a close.

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